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| My Family |
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Lou Lou - Me!:::::::
Hubby - Long suffering husband :::::::
Princess - My almost 11 year old daughter :::::::
Beast Dog - My collie cross (who is anything but a beast! :::::::
Arum and Scarum - My folks::::::: Sis- My little sister who is taller than me!::::::: Scarlet - My bestest friend |
| Medically Me! |
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The two biggest medical events were in 1998 when I fractured my spine and in 2003 when I had a golf ball sized benign tumour removed from my breast.
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I broke my wrist trying to recreate Balero on roller skates, on my own... (twat):::::::
I'm very scared of mice, but cockroaches don't really bother me!(as much):::::::
I am a bit compulsive about washing my hands :::::::
I have Singstar rating singing "Heaven is a Place on Earth!"
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Under Construction! - More to come here!
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| Wednesday, December 31, 2008 |
I would like to say I had a wonderful Christmas.
I would love to say it was joyful.
I would love to say it was the best ever.
It was nothing I could have prepared myself for.
Why didn't he just ask me to go home for Christmas?
Why did I have to get one of those dreaded phonecalls and fly half way round the world?
Did he know I was there?
I hope so.
I feel he did.
Did he know right until that last breath how much I wanted him to live, to stay and fight even though I knew it was impossible?
When I close my eyes. I see those last moments.
I keep waiting for the pain to envelope me.
It doesn't.
I am comfortably numb.
Filled with sadness. Teary at times - where is the overwhelming pain the wracking sobs of despair?
This is not real still.
I held your hand, I kissed you goodbye, I saw your last breathe.
Still it is not real.
Christmas Eve.
What did you get for Christmas?
I got to say goodbye to my Daddy.
I love you Dad. I miss you, I keep expecting you to walk in the door.
Comfortably numb.
I need to scream but I can't.
Love
L
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