Lou Lou's World!

A 30 something girl in an ordinary world

My Family
Lou Lou - Me!::::::: Hubby - Long suffering husband ::::::: Princess - My almost 11 year old daughter ::::::: Beast Dog - My collie cross (who is anything but a beast! ::::::: Arum and Scarum - My folks::::::: Sis- My little sister who is taller than me!::::::: Scarlet - My bestest friend
Medically Me!
The two biggest medical events were in 1998 when I fractured my spine and in 2003 when I had a golf ball sized benign tumour removed from my breast.
Odd Me!
I broke my wrist trying to recreate Balero on roller skates, on my own... (twat)::::::: I'm very scared of mice, but cockroaches don't really bother me!(as much)::::::: I am a bit compulsive about washing my hands ::::::: I have Singstar rating singing "Heaven is a Place on Earth!"
Under Construction! - More to come here!
Monday, January 19, 2009
A few odd happenings around casa loulou lately.

1. the stuff that jumped off the tumble dryer in the cellar as i was going back up the stairs.

2. my Bose i pod dock - turned itself on and loudly!

3. jelly bean dispenser - which you have to twist to deliver beans dropped loads all on its own.

To me, and call me mad if you like, it means Dads here.

I'm sure he's popping in to check on me, not all the time but every so often.

Thank you all for you kind thoughts and wishes. It means a lot. More than you know.

I went through some old pics a few days back looking for some of dad, it was really hard but felt good to look and laugh a the memories.

jees i looked young when i got married, well i actually was!- one of my favourites he looked so well, so handsome, so proud.

that all for now

posted by Lou Lou @ 8:23:00 pm  
3 Weeks Tomorrow
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Dear Daddy

3 weeks tomorrow

3 weeks tomorrow since you left us

I can't believe it's gone so fast.

Not a day has gone by I haven't thought about you, talked about you, laughed at a memory.

And still the storm holds at bay. Still I wait for it all to hit me. Still I am fine, holding it together.

Sometimes I think this has happened to someone else, another family. How can you have gone forever?

Princess asked me a question. I answered no amount of love in the world would have saved you. Nothing anyone could have done could have made you stay.

It was your time.

As long as we talk about you, you'll never leave you'll always be in our hearts.

She accepted that.

I'm so proud of her. She's been incredible. So mature, she's handled your passing so well.

I realised a few days ago I can't pick up the phone for a chat any more. It won't stop me from talking to you, I know you won't answer me but it helps I guess.

So much left unsaid.

I know I made you proud. You told me often enough.

I love you Daddy, miss you

L xxxxx
posted by Lou Lou @ 9:00:00 pm  
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About Me: I'm 5ft 3 1/2 and i have green eyes and long brunette hair that tends to have a mind of its own
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