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A 30 something girl in an ordinary world

 
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Lou Lou - Me!::::::: Hubby - Long suffering husband ::::::: Princess - My almost 11 year old daughter ::::::: Beast Dog - My collie cross (who is anything but a beast! ::::::: Arum and Scarum - My folks::::::: Sis- My little sister who is taller than me!::::::: Scarlet - My bestest friend
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The two biggest medical events were in 1998 when I fractured my spine and in 2003 when I had a golf ball sized benign tumour removed from my breast.
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I broke my wrist trying to recreate Balero on roller skates, on my own... (twat)::::::: I'm very scared of mice, but cockroaches don't really bother me!(as much)::::::: I am a bit compulsive about washing my hands ::::::: I have Singstar rating singing "Heaven is a Place on Earth!"
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Just quickly before i go to bed......
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
Just quickly before i go to bed......
Feel shit, feel despondant, feel figety, yet feel agitated, yet feel bored, lethargic and crap oh and lets not forget distracted and bored and very down.
That just about sums me up.
I don't know why, i can't explain why I feel the way i do. Maybe the depression is starting again, i can't see why my life is pretty good right now, just for a change. I have a loving wonderful husband a fantastic daughter a loving family a great job and some of the best friends a girl could have. (you know who you are) So there is no reason for it.
I don't like this feeling. I feel inferior and worthless too. What the hell has happend to make me feel so bad? Nothing that i can recall at all. I just woke up the other morning and it was there, just there in a cloud enveloping me. I can't shift it.
love
lou lou
xxxxxxx
posted by Lou Lou @ 11:10:00 pm  
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Name: Lou Lou
Home: Europe
About Me: I'm 5ft 3 1/2 and i have green eyes and long brunette hair that tends to have a mind of its own
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