Lou Lou's World!

A 30 something girl in an ordinary world

 
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Lou Lou - Me!::::::: Hubby - Long suffering husband ::::::: Princess - My almost 11 year old daughter ::::::: Beast Dog - My collie cross (who is anything but a beast! ::::::: Arum and Scarum - My folks::::::: Sis- My little sister who is taller than me!::::::: Scarlet - My bestest friend
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The two biggest medical events were in 1998 when I fractured my spine and in 2003 when I had a golf ball sized benign tumour removed from my breast.
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I broke my wrist trying to recreate Balero on roller skates, on my own... (twat)::::::: I'm very scared of mice, but cockroaches don't really bother me!(as much)::::::: I am a bit compulsive about washing my hands ::::::: I have Singstar rating singing "Heaven is a Place on Earth!"
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...::FOR THE RECORD::..
Friday, August 20, 2004
Contrary to popular belief I am not soaking up the sun dakori in hand,nor am i laid on a sun lounger, I even am not swanning about in istsy bitsy bikinis.

FOR THE RECORD

I haven't had one chance yet to even sunbathe. It is not a priority in my life. I kind of think getting one's life in order is much more important.

Settling my family into their home in a strange country, enabling the transition takes place as easy and possible for my darling 7 year old daughter....who at this moment in time has not met another single child of her age range she can play with or even speak to.

My time is taken up entertaining her and trying to stop the mass invasion of ants we have and other creepy crawlies.

I am not so self centred as to not manage to watch the news. I am well aware of the weather in England and the awful awful devestation that is happening in some areas. I am certainly not immune to the fact that I have friends living in those areas.

Yes I have managed to find a supermarket or two, and yes i even found maccy d's. I am living 10 miles away from civilisation if you can call it that.
I am alone apart form my family. I have no job, no real friends as yet i don't speak the language yet either.

It is fucking hard for me. not all fucking sunshine and happy days.
I have given up a lot of the life i knew to do this for my family.

I do not appreciate it being said that all i am doing is sat in the fucking sun, when in reality its too fucking hot to even be outside the fucking house.

I have tried to keep my posts light hearted and not spell out the fucking agony i feel inside me. The fact i have left behind those i love very very dearly. It is killing me.

In short

MY LIFE IS NOT FUCKING EASY.

I'm sorry but it had to be said.

Love

Lou Lou
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posted by Lou Lou @ 10:21:00 am  
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About Me: I'm 5ft 3 1/2 and i have green eyes and long brunette hair that tends to have a mind of its own
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