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| My Family |
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Lou Lou - Me!:::::::
Hubby - Long suffering husband :::::::
Princess - My almost 11 year old daughter :::::::
Beast Dog - My collie cross (who is anything but a beast! :::::::
Arum and Scarum - My folks::::::: Sis- My little sister who is taller than me!::::::: Scarlet - My bestest friend |
| Medically Me! |
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The two biggest medical events were in 1998 when I fractured my spine and in 2003 when I had a golf ball sized benign tumour removed from my breast.
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| Odd Me! |
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I broke my wrist trying to recreate Balero on roller skates, on my own... (twat):::::::
I'm very scared of mice, but cockroaches don't really bother me!(as much):::::::
I am a bit compulsive about washing my hands :::::::
I have Singstar rating singing "Heaven is a Place on Earth!"
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Under Construction! - More to come here!
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| Thursday, October 07, 2004 |
i'm feeling groggy, but i'm trying to rest. Unfortunatly there have been a few events making it difficult for me to do this.
*forgot to post this as so much else going on due to my spcedoutness about op*
Saturday night whilst watching tv with hubby, we had an univited guest......yep you guessed it a mouse. It came through our open lounge french door and ran round the lounge. Hubby chased it out. O Sunday night I found droppings in the built in storage cupboard, which i know 100% weren't there before, as i has cleaned the cupboard the day before. I checked it monday and it was ok. Whilst i was in hospital mother in law was on watch and said all was well.
Last night we had a curry, and just as i finished my mum phoned. I put my plate on the worktop in the kitchen. 5 minutes later hubby walked in there to find the mouse scurrying from my plate accross the worktop onto the washing machine and vanish.
They tried in vain last night to find it for a good 45 minutes. Whilst i sat shaking on a chair on the veranda.
My mother in law bless her cleaned up where it had been and put all my stuff in cupboards., *utensils and the like* I put a towel along the bottom of the door lest it come out for a visit again as i didn't want it in the rest of the house.
I am completely gutted, my house is kept immacualtely especially my kitchen. it's not living in the house, just visiting from outside.
Hubby trys to lift my spirits singing the cheeky mouse song again arrrrrggggggghhhh
This am just as we finished breakfast mother in law went in there, and there it was running around the kitchen floor. She and father in law tried to find it, it hid under the cooker till they lit it then it ran out back to the washing machine. 15 minutes later the mouseman came.
He tried to find where it had gone and couldn't. He put some poison down where they are living in the garden and some traps down in the kitchen needless to say i will not be going in the kitchen to even get a drink i have everything here with me in the lounge i need. I am a mess to say the lest. you all know what i was like last time.
The mouse man says now he thinks that it is coming in up the washing machine waste pipe, or through the backdoor when it is open. it is the only way it can get in. He feels it isn't living in the house again they weren't last time. Hopefully the traps will catch it some time today. I did find a few droppings in the lounge this morning, in a couple of corners. i had heard some funny noises on saturday night, it kind of explains it now, only i was too scared to look. (when hubby was getting them froim the airport)
I am dying inside, of terror and fright, and disgust that yet agian they found their way to soil my clean house. It sickens me. I want to puke. Plus the mouseman who put poison down whilst wearing gloves then wearing the saem gloves touched things allover my kitchen......i wanted to scream and shout at him. arsehole. i have a lot of cleaning to do once more and i should be taking it easy and resting.
This morning i am tried very quickly, i am drained i don't know wheterh its the tablets or what.
I got hubby to change my dressing, which resulted in tears.
I got brave and took a peek at my breast. I have a incision about 2 1/2 to 3 inches big, some bruising and of course i am swollen still. I burst into whimpering tears when i saw what was left.
Told hubby i look disgusting and he will hate it and he will be disgusted by what is left by the scar i will be left with accross my breast.
He told me its not bad as i think, he tells me he loves me, he tells me it and i am not disgusting, he tells me not to cry, at least the lump is all gone. he goes to work.
i walk around the house quietly crying. trying to do a little light housework, although i shouldn't but i can't just sit. i know i'm sat now but i'm keeping occupied.
I don't need all this right now. I don't need the worry, i don't need the stress i feel like shit, i look in the mirror and see my pale honeyed brown tan face dazed and vacant, eyes sad, hair awry, in myself i feel down yet thankful they got it all out, it's a waiting game now til we find out what it is/was. i still feel like shit. All this added worry with the univited mouse is not going to help one bit
love
lou lou
xxxxxx
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