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| My Family |
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Lou Lou - Me!:::::::
Hubby - Long suffering husband :::::::
Princess - My almost 11 year old daughter :::::::
Beast Dog - My collie cross (who is anything but a beast! :::::::
Arum and Scarum - My folks::::::: Sis- My little sister who is taller than me!::::::: Scarlet - My bestest friend |
| Medically Me! |
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The two biggest medical events were in 1998 when I fractured my spine and in 2003 when I had a golf ball sized benign tumour removed from my breast.
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| Odd Me! |
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I broke my wrist trying to recreate Balero on roller skates, on my own... (twat):::::::
I'm very scared of mice, but cockroaches don't really bother me!(as much):::::::
I am a bit compulsive about washing my hands :::::::
I have Singstar rating singing "Heaven is a Place on Earth!"
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Under Construction! - More to come here!
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| ..::Halfway up the stairs::.. |
| Friday, November 19, 2004 |
Halfway down the stairs is a stair where I sit.
There isn't any other stair quite like it.
I'm not at the bottom, I'm not at the top.
So this is the stair where I always stop.
Halfway up the stairs isn't up and isn't down.
It isn't in the nursery, it isn't in the town.
And all sorts of funny thoughts run round my head.
It isn't really anywhere, it's somewhere else instead.
Halfway down the stairs is a stair where I sit.
There isn't any other stair quite like it.
I'm not at the bottom, I'm not at the top.
So this is the stair where I always stop.
aa milne.
This song/poem always makes me cry, i always feel really emotional whenever i hear it or think of it. You may all remember it as the song sung by kermits (the frog) nephew, i forget his name, i'll google it in a minute....ok done. It was Robin.
It's my life.... kind of, well the way I see myself anyway. I've never been the most brilliant or the most wonderful, the most talented or the most pretty, I've never been miss or mrs popularity i've never been picked first in pe (usually last actually cos i was crap and i usually didnt do it at all if i could help it!) I've always kind of sat there, stuck on the sidelines treading water. Never pushed myself forward too much, never achieving much.
I was that scrawny skinny girl at school, the one with no tits, no shape at all, short, mousy, the one that was verbally and physically bullied and never complained. I had no confidence i felt i had no worth and had no belief in myself.
I am of course more confident now, i have self worth and self belief, I have a wonderful loving family and supportive friends. I have my moments of course don't we all? But still no matter how far up the stairs i climb, i'm still that little girl sat halfway up the stairs.
Halfway down the stairs is a stair where I sit.
There isn't any other stair quite like it.
I'm not at the bottom, I'm not at the top.
So this is the stair where I always stop.
Love
L
xxxx
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